I’ve discovered many times that the best i can do … while driving crazy … is to simple leave that scene of life.
Disconnect from everything and everyone … and stay alone.
So … i was jumping into my car, listening music … load … and cut any connection and thought with what made me lose my minds.
Unfortunately … it happened many, many times.
And … that proves … i am not really having any control on myself.
Or … maybe even worst.
I am totally disconnected from my inner soul.
The lessons …. were repeated.
On … and on … and on.
I was just failing … all those tests.
Into one point … i was just losing the control on myself.
I was literally … becoming crazy.
Acting crazy.
Speaking like a crazy person.
So …
Today … i know how i function.
I really know myself well.
I’ve analysed for years … my behaviour … and …
The moment …. when i drive crazy … i try to convince myself … to just leave … cause i know that nothing good will follow.
I have clear statistics about myself.
I know … all …
But …
Of course… i am not always succeeding that.
So … i drive crazy … and then the show starts.
Yes … the show of a crazy idiot … acting as the most weird human being … on the stage of life.
I laugh of myself.
I laugh remembering … how i’ve acted so funny, stupid, wrong, weird … so, so many times.
But … nothing changes.
Just nothing.
There are moments … when i simply lose my minds … and not having the power to leave that scene of life … all suddenly explodes.
And ….
Well … life becomes something similar with … a hell.
Unfortunately … all happens like that cause i don’t really know anything at all about … disconnection.
About its importance.
About … its necessity.
I guess … i am too stupid.
Not really knowing how to act in weird circumstances
and … always failing the tests …
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